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Saturday, April 14, 2007
No relief teaching ever since monday. Feel kinda bored. Love doing relief. Students are so fun to work with... And pay is good =) Have been looking at clothes online. bought 3 tops from yahoo website. Hong said he wants to get them for me, probably since his pay juz came in. Tried not to buy too much. We need to save up as much as we can for our year end trip.. Applied for administrative executive for school thru moe website on monday. But so far no reply... Hais. Very disappointed. Determined to get a full time job instead of doing relief n student care cos i wanna save up more so the possibility of our year-end trip will be higher. I know exactly that the expenditure is not cheap. All of hong's fren seemed to be able to afford it. We really wanna join them but cash is a major prob here.. How.. how.. how.... Anyway, read my sis's blog and knew tat she juz broke off with her bf. I'm sad for her after knowing abt it. But i'm even more sad when i realsied that i'm the last to know. Although i've found out abt it already.. But the thing tat i'm disappointed with was becos i didn't found out this thing thru her personally but thru reading frm her blog. Mum, Dad, Aunt, and even my cousin knew abt it but not me. Am i a lousy sister? Through her blog, she also mention that they'll be going on cruise. THEY? who're THEY? I suppose it's my family and aunt they all. Why am i not told abt it? Am i going along too? Or they'll be going without me? I feel damn sad and disappointed. I'm outcast frm my family. I no longer feel myself as a part of the family... In the end, i'm always the last to know.. or even not knowing anything at all. The worst thing of all.. my family's surname's KOH. and mine's XU. Even my sis has changed to KOH. Parents forgot to change mine when they went to do hers. Probably to them, it's no big deal. But it's a BIG f**k to me. I feel out of my family!!! ... on the phone with hong ... Back. I'm in no mood to continue to blog. I'm lost with all my thoughts. I'm juz sick n tired of all this shit.. Just wanna get out of here.. candy scribbled at 4/14/2007 12:53:00 AM |
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