feels tired. feels stoney. just wanna lie on the bed with my love one and falls into deep deep sleep with him.. With me in his arms. Nothing feels better than this. =)

have a sudden urge of wanting Hong to be by my side. Need a big big hug badly. He had given me just now but it's never enough. Wish he's here now.

He's tired. He needs to go home early to rest. He'll need to wake up very early tml to work. I know i have to be understanding. I'm trying to...

I'm always trying..
trying hard is never easy
i always seem to fail and then cause misunderstandings and unhappiness between us.
i'm such a failure.
nth seems to work out properly
i'm always the one finding troubles and problems out of this relationship.
what shld i do..
what shld i say..
whatever comes out from my mouth is wrong.
i'm so not understanding towards my love one.
i always make him feel troubled and not at ease.

i'm so lousy at communicating.

sigh~!
all i want is peace and love between us.
cos i love him.

how to get things straight?
i duno how..
i sucks at handling relationship.

i'm sad.

i'm really sad now...
candy scribbled at 5/07/2007 10:56:00 PM

Candy Xu
22.08.1986