PSLE Oral's finally over.. yeah~ Have been doing staircase duty for the past 2 days. Pull out a desk and a chair frm a classroom and sat near the classroom so the students after their exams will mark their attendance before they leave the school. It was damn boring. Session 1 wasn't that bad as it's early in the morning. We had a break at ard 930am. So went to had some food at the pantry area. And everyone knows that after food, you'll tend to be very sleepy due to the food digestion. Session 2 was hell. I kept dozing off. Trying very hard to eat sweets and drink water. I even start to sing to myself very softly. I know that's abit crazy but i guess that's the only way i can keep myself awake. It's even more challenging when the weather is cooling after the rain.. Gosh~ BUT! I still made it thru.

Yippie.. tml's weekend and finally!! i can rest..

Anyway, was feeling kinda down these few days. But i'm glad v was there. Had a nice chat with her ytd night. Wonder how long ago was the last time we chat on phone for a few hours. Have not been catching up with her much but ytd's phone talk was a great one. It's so much like secondary school time. And i miss the good and the bad we've gone through..

Talking abt friends.. *sigh*

As we grow up under different environment especially after school days, we tend to change. I'm not saying everyone. I mean generally human change after a period of time. Friends come and go.. Even very good ones, they may tend to drift away due to new phase of life such as knowing newer people at the outside world when working or further study, having new gf/bf, marriage etc. But that does not apply to everyone. Well, there's always some lucky people out there who have their good friend/friends around them from young till old to go through happiness & hardship together. And i can say that's a gift from God.

Praise God!

i'm glad that some friends that i have are still here even after we've been thru some bad times & experience together, we're still good thou not as good as before but that's okay.
Cherish!

Was talking to v abt myself too. I know myself too well, and she knows me well too. I'm always a straight-forward person. I guess there's pros & cons to this kind of personality. Depending how u see it, i guess.
For me, i have friends who are straight-forward too. But i find no reason to feel offended to the things they say. Cos in a way, i feel those words are true words. True words are always not nice to hear.
v suggested that i can change my choice of words. I know that should be the way and i did try. But sometimes it's too hard for certain things to sound specially nice. I feel not natural and it's damn tiring la.
So if you want the true words from me then you must be able to accept what i'm going to say and be ready to hear words that aren't so nice to the ears.
But at the same time, i'll still do my part by trying to change my way of speech.

One thing to note! Being straight-forward is not equals to Being sarcastic.

Normally what i blog down will be my true thoughts. So people around tend to feel offended after reading. Even when the entry is not talking about them. Then i guess, my blog's not suitable for their eyes. Right?

back to friendship.
What exactly is the defination of GOOD FRIENDS?

i know it's a long post.. Just feeling abit emo~


candy scribbled at 8/17/2007 01:57:00 PM

Candy Xu
22.08.1986