I haven't been so hardworking ever since i left school. I'm now studying up on music..
For a total music idiot like me.. It's so much more difficult than studying for PSLE.

I've to know all these...





I've to revise on solfege Doh, Ray, Me, Soh, Lah.. and their action handsigns!!
I've to know the names & different ways of playing different percussions!!!
All the Beats and the Notes.. Argh~ They're driving me crazy...

I feel i'm like worse than my P2 kids. Haha...

Hmm.. At least i still can sing the National Anthem & the School Song..
Eh... Gotta teach them the Children's Day song too..

U guys still remember " Semoga Bahagia"?? Hee..

>>Sama sama Maju ke hadapan,
>>Pandai cari pelagaran,
>>Jaga diri dalam kesihatan,
>>Serta sopan-santun dengan kawan-kawan....


la la la la la....

*high*

Opps..

Stayed back for Contact Time till 5+pm...
Packed up the Gooodie Bags for my class kids for Children's Day.. we'll be celebrating on Friday.
Argh~~~ Gotta sing 'Lean On Me' on stage..
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together with other teachers la.. Haha!

Anyway, went to IKEA with darling for dinner that day den shopped for awhile.
Came across with their very cheap mug. 1 for 35cents only.
Bought 28 of them and brought them home to decorate with markers & glitter glue. =)

Guess they'll love it cos they're always so fasinated by glitter glues & shiny pens.
They always wanna do their work with shiny pens.
"Miss Xu!! Miss Xu!! Can i use my shiny pens to do my correction??"
"Miss Xu!! Miss Xu!! Can i use my shiny pens to colour my drawings?"
"Miss Xu!! Miss Xu!! Can i use my shiny to decorate my art & craft?"

It'll just go on & on & on...

Oh well, just wanna give them a nice Children's Day gift. I suppose a nice hand draw mug should be fine. Anyway, i got like TONS of present from them on Teachers' Day. Wow..First time in my life i feel like a celebrity lor.. Haha!! Went home with 2 bags full.. BIG bags somemore..

Hmm... Just praying hard that they don't smash the mug when i give it to them coming Friday!!!
=)

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FEELING BLUE..

Have been feeling kinda emotional last week. Most probably due to menses, work stress, financial stress, life stress etc.
Mood hasn't been good either. Even till this week..
Just feel like there's alot of things cramping inside my mind & heart. And worst thing is i'm not too sure what are they.. Too much things.. Too complicated till i'm lost..
No one to talk to.. No one to console me.. No one to make me feel better.
Maybe friends.. But dun wanna trouble them la.. They're all so busy.
Love ones.. I duno how to tell them.. Might not get consoled.. and end up feeling even worse..
cos either they're not sensitive enough or just... just... duno how to put nicer words into my ears.

Basically.. they duno what i want..

*shrugs*

Am i demanding?
Am i nonsensical?
Am i unreasonable?

BUT,

i just hope someone can talk to me nicely and NOT end up saying me & making me feel worse.
i just hope someone can console me.
i just hope someone can say nicer things to me to make me feel better first instead of focusing on what i'm facing.
i just hope someone can understand me.
i just hope someone can have similar thoughts with me.

GIRLS ARE EMOTIONAL CREATURES!
Problems can always be solved later. It's always the emotions first.
Solve the emotions and problems will be more easily deal with after that..
It's true!
At least for me...

Hais..

Down.. down.. down..

i give up..
candy scribbled at 9/26/2007 09:13:00 PM

Candy Xu
22.08.1986