IT'S A VERY LONG POST..

Woke up early at 6+/7 am to make breakfast for darling..
Damn~ Woke up with a bad flu and headache.. What a good combination of illness!! All thanks to those cigrette smoke that i breathed in on Saturday. Anyway, went back to bed after making the breakfast.

I'm not trying to boast how good i treat my bf in this entry.
What i wanna say it.. It's kinda hard to get back to sleep after doing things and most probably you'l be quite awake and refresh already. I wouldn't mind doing things for my love one but sometimes i wish one can be more sensitive towards another's feelings. I'm not trying to get credits for my work! I just hope one can show appreciation by at least saying a nice 'THANK YOU!' / give a nice warm hug / a nice peck on the cheek / a sweet msg after that would be nice. It'll definately brighten =) up the person's day.. Well, i can say at least these applies to me.
OKAY~ That's for this part.

Being considerate is something i wanna point out too.
Someone specially woke up early to do breakfast for u and went back to bed right after that. The least you can do is to put in a little effort by not waking the person up as it's damn hard to sleep back AGAIN!
I would appreciate if LIGHTS ARE NOT TURNED ON and NOISE CAN BE KEPT TO THE MINIMAL..

I was so pissed until i ALMOST wanted to tell myself not to do anything for him again but i know i couldn't be so harsh to do such things as this is still considered a small matter.

I was only able to fall back to sleep at 9 am.

I'm just disappointed. It'll be nice if guys can be more sensitive & affectionate to their significant other. Let them know how much they mean to you & how much u appreaciate the effort they put in for you even if you think it's just something small. Give some encourgements..

Don't say it's all in your heart.
Sorry lor.. I can only say that they'll rot inside sooner or later if you wanna keep it any longer. Girls like to hear it 'LIVE!'.. at least for me ok?!

I may sound unreasonable and demanding.. (I know i am) But i'm just voicing out MY views.
You may or may not want to accept.

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I'm not trying to pin point at guys or anyone..
In fact, EVERYONE should show their appreciations and not take things for granted.
Applies to your significent other and family.
If you think they deserve a 'THANK YOU' then say it out!! Tell them in the face.. it doesn't hurt.
If you think they deserve a hug then do it! It's definately be a nice thing to do. You won't lose a piece of flesh right?

What's the point of keeping it in your heart. You think they can see or feel it? Even you have telepathy, maybe once or twice but it's still very hard la. It's always better to hear it and see it from the person.. More realistic.

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I may be pissed at him right now..
But i still love him as much..
I'm still willingly to make breakfast for him every morning before he goes to work.

In turn, he maybe pissed at me instead.
He may think i'm trying to find something to quarrel with him.
Sigh~!
I don't think i did anything wrong this time.
I'm not trying to worsen the situation at all..

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Haven't been out with darling ever since he got busy with his REALRUN thing. All his weekends burnt away..
I miss going out with him.

It's been ages since we went Esplanade.
Rmb ourselves sitting at the outdoor stage, listening to the LIVE! performance.
Rmb ourselves at the Merlion taking funny shots.

It's been ages since we went bowling.

I miss our weekly/fornightly movie session too..

Rmb our Genting trip.

Rmb our Zoo trip.

Rmb ourselves at Fort Canning Park.

We haven't go Birdpark yet.. =(

We didn't even have the time to develop out photos.
It's in the computer for ages.

He asked me to endure for another 2 more weeks..
I'll smile and say ok.



candy scribbled at 10/16/2007 03:12:00 PM

Candy Xu
22.08.1986