Have been very sick.
Bad flu + headache + feverish
These were dragged from last week......................

Wanted to take mc on Monday. But was afraid about report book issues. Eventually i went to work and kenah alot of shit work from e old witch. Today was bad too. Kenah relief class from the stupid old witch again. Tmr also bad la.. After school got Meet-the-Parents session and i have like 20 parents to meet. Things will only end around 6pm. I wonder how i can talk to them with my current situation.

Arhh... So sick + lethargic leh!!

No matter how much Panadol Cold Relief i take also no use..

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So many things to be done yet i got not enough time.

So tired. So unhappy.

I was wrongly paid for this half a month. I worked for 8 days but was only paid 5 days.
Cheat my money!!!

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I so poor now. Next Monday still need to go NSC to find cure for my toe. Confirm not cheap!!
Who wants to do donation?? I need money..

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This week is last week of school.
VP still owe me my recommendation letter.
Say will give it to me tmr.. Duno will forget anot.
Sianz..

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I need temp job.
But i'm only like available for 3 weeks.
20 Nov to 10 Dec

Like bu san bu si leh..

Darling ask me dun work lor but dun work equals no money at all leh.

HOW??!

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tell me if i'm over reacting..

I happened to be browsing thru darling's phone gallery.
I saw pictures of him & his colleagues when they went St. James last Friday.
Can see he had fun on that day. He & his colleagues like so close.
Got one pic.. he stand like so close to a female colleague lor.
And obviously i'm not happy.
He say i'm thinking too much..

I get jealous easily these days.
I get very unhappy easily too..

I started to doubt him too.. I duno why..
Not that i dun trust him.
I dun trust the people outside..

And i've see and hear too many mishaps around me..
These somehow cause me to be more caution..

I know it's so unhealthy for a relationship..
But i just can't help it..

He and his colleagues see each other everyday..
They travel out together due to work.
but..

ri jiu shen qing...

He trust me.. I know i need to trust him too. I dun wan our relationship to be so shallow.
Something must be wrong with me..
Issit cos i'm not feeling well that why i'm thinking so much??

I need advices..
I need advices..

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candy scribbled at 11/13/2007 08:15:00 PM

Candy Xu
22.08.1986