Monday Blues

had a very bad mood on monday night which made me cry so hard. the person whom i can only think of is darling. at that point of time, i just hope that he could be there for me, hugging me tight. but he was home.

i msged him thou he fell aslp alrdy. i just wanted to let him know i was sad. darling called me back. i was glad to hear his voice. he was just asking me why i was crying so hard. i just said i duno. just felt moody. he didn't continue asking. just telling me not to cry and calm down, and he promise he'll be right here the next day.

i duno why.. but i felt much more better.. :)

P.S. I Love You

decided to check out "p.s. i love you" yesterday night since tonight will be the last show. i cried throughout the whole show cos it was damn touching. after the show i kept thinking what i would do if darling was to leave me one day.. i think i'd be devastated. probably i'll die too. cos i know i'm so dependent on him.

i cried even when i'm slping too cos i kept think about the show. darling called me silly cos he said he's right here beside me. he hugged me to slp ALL NIGHT.. :) love this feeling!

i will never ever want to leave him or let him leave me. i know i'm selfish. but i really need him very much.

i hope darling can cheer up. i know he has his problems recently and how i wish i could help him out. only hope darling can open up to me more often with regards i can help or not. please do not keep everything to yourself cos you think that i can't help and you dun want to worry me.

darling.. we're together on this boat. please let me share your burden.
at least emotionally.




p.s. i love you very very much
candy scribbled at 2/27/2008 08:13:00 PM

Candy Xu
22.08.1986