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Thursday, February 28, 2008
Troubled have been troubled over the past three weeks and falling sick after that. doesn't seem to be an improved year for me. :( family issue has been giving me alot of headaches. don't even feel like going home. it's just so dead. sometimes, i don't know what's the point of going home when i only go back to sleep and bathe. it doesn't seem like a family anymore. why are things becoming so miserable. the only alive thing at home is my dog. the only living thing that seems notice me. cos of all these, it makes my day in school bad. i get so irritated easily and i don't know how much have i been scolding my kids. thinking back, i felt sorry for them. i know it's unfair to them. it was so bad that i felt my blood pressure shot up and made me dizzy after scolding a couple of kids who made me angry the day before. till day, my body's still not recovered. i get headaches when i project my voice and during PE when i stand under the sun. i think my blood pressure's still not back to normal. i even feel feverish today. so went home right after school and sleep. the journey back home was terrible. my head felt so heavy. sad to say, panadol only puts a temporary stop to the headache. i know it's gonna come again tomorrow. sigh~ loneliness.. the thing i hate most. how i wish darling can be with me everyday. cos meeting him is the only thing i look forward to, may it be after a good day or bad day. but he said it's not possible. :( sometimes, i wonder if he'd blame me for being so dependant on him. cos i know i am. he's the only person whom i can lean on during my troubled days. he's also the only one whom i wanna look for when i have happiness to share. darling, i can say you're my everything. am i? p.s. i love you candy scribbled at 2/28/2008 09:05:00 PM |
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