Randoms again


was thinking about studying..
so hoping tat i'll get in this coming july. =)











darling said wanna bring me to the singapore flyer during the weekend. but, i didn't want to. i wanted it to be a special trip.. probably on some special occasion? or surprise? it's supposed to be a romantic place.. rite??

i'm like dreaming so much on it... even before the whole thing was up.

maybe he'll bring me there on my birthday?
maybe... he'll bring me there and propose an engagement to me??
maybe.... he'll bring me there on our 2nd anni? but.. aiyo, have to wait till end of the year.
maybe...... he'll bring me there and propose marriage to me?? err.. but that'll be even longer.. at least another 4 years down the road *faint*.. think the flyer would already be rusty by then?? haha!

so the first 2 more possible rite??
BEST is.. both take place on the same day!! =)
cos tat has been my dream.. really!! engagement on my golden birthday!!
guess wat, my mum and dad got engaged on my mum's 22nd birthday.. or maybe 21st.

it'll be so nice to have it happen again for her next generation rite.. hee hee.

but it wouldn't be meaningful if i were to ask for it.. later he thinks i'm forcing him into some kinda marriage thing..

to me, engagement is something significant & important cos it's an assurance. to some people esp. modern young people, it's too old fashion to get engaged. maybe it only applies to other races now. but it's something which i need.. cos marriage for us is still so far away.. i wouldn't want him to be my boyfriend for 5 years. not for me! relationship needs to move forward to certain level at times.

hopefully he feels the same way..
cos i'm not gonna be thick-skinned to go to him and ask for it..


but my ROM/wedding must be at mt.faber

Shh...

and good nite~
candy scribbled at 4/20/2008 10:39:00 PM

Candy Xu
22.08.1986